So, I'm off to a good start. However, I don't know if I'll get them up tonight or not. There's people all around and I should be social, but for some reason I'm struggling with that. Maybe this will be an introspective year. I feel as though the last four months have been extremely introspective, and I think that 2012 will be more of the same. I'm on the hunt for new shoes so I can begin running again. I will be working on myself in as many ways as I can. I will mail the cheque to the ortho lady, go to the dentist, run, walk, and try to be as positive as possible. Why is the last one so difficult when I'm up here. Victoria is where I need to be, this month has proven that. After school, who knows. I don't like people to know my plans, I don't know why exactly. I am so private, and it's a choice, so why do I get upset with others who are not private? Not everyone should be the same as me. But, when people change so much it's difficult to sit on the side lines and pretend to be happy for them. I do not know who they are. Maybe I don't know who I am. I don't want to begin this year with negativity. I am not that person. I don't want anyone to think I'm that person.
So, here's to being positive, even when I really don't want to.
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